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dream situated on a type of island  had to try and catch a alien that was in the ocean who are actually cia agents  stormy ocean. there is a apartment like a hotel and two story room all looking out to the ocean though it is dizzying. unsure ofnanyone would want to reside in this building as it makes you dizzy.  there is like a slide thing you have to go down into the ocean to capture the alien. second part of dream is figuring out who will have what dinner and have to figure out if they are applicable or not. its like passing a test. it is stormy and dark windy huge waves crashing. the dinner arrives at the end of the tunnel, a huge round dish. 

u kept telling yourself looking back, if only i trusted my gut then at keft earlier rather than waiting and ignoring the signs  so dnt make the same mistakes again and not know how to run away when uts obvious the flames are at high stake  so what u learnt dont be a dumb white again.  mother dumb woman again.  //  that particular feeling of lost  as if life is over comes to a dull halt if i cant do the chaos walks or the alcohol consumption or that feeling of being high on pills in the rain tropical weather at dusk its just that im already high as if life  and my dreams when i go to sleep are not enough of a trip on their own and each synochratic experience isnt the acid of where u are and who u  meet importantly in dreams are what the trees are given  so they it is not loss but u feel ashamed for playing down under 

dream  i wrote a on a piece of paper "the men are not to blame for womans suffering"  i show louis the note  or something and left it out the front window entrence of the house, on the dirt .  dream in a house , it is for sale maybe on the corner of a road in seddon, footscray, the house is kind lf falling apart and is still half a shop where they sell Mexican pizza, tbey also sell makagolli, there is a closet full of red back spiders, clusts of red back spiders, and moldy things falling apart that similar to the house in sydney full of mold roof.  next part of the dream im contemplating moving into this house 

at the end of the day i can see all the real damage was an accidental knock to the face which i can say was the prevention of being bashed up  secondly a minor psychological half psychosis that lasted about a year until i decided to give up the hunt of being followed  in the end im just wiser and smarter to the tunnel networks under the city  moving to china on new years day  the circles under my eyes to illustrate the karma and ill have to say its better this way than how much worse it could have been  and. how lucky i was to only get a threat bye dog